Sunday, August 26, 2007
The first high


im so happy it feels unreal. But it is! :) It's been too long since sth good happened and yes, finally it did yay yayayayay hahah but shit later got tuition and got project to prepare sian. hah should get some sleep bye!


Wednesday, August 15, 2007
i think what i really need for my birthday (ahem its only 2 months away! ), besides a new phone, is one of those electric bug killers that looks like a badminton racket. cos im so sick of using my slipper/rolled up newspaper/conventional fly slapping swat which has holes for insect bits to fly thru when u whack em real hard (yes they do dont ask me how i know i might barf). so yeah i need one. and im taking my final theory (again) tmr. sigh i ought to be studying so off i go!


Thursday, August 02, 2007
since pri 6, i've been keeping a journal (of course there are like 5 journals alr) and it turned from a daily thing to a once in 3-4months kinda thing. and if i had my table and the privacy of a rm i'd be writing in it instead of typing it here. yeah the contents abt the same but strangely i feel less conspicuous typing rather than madly scribbling into a notebk cos if someone walked into u journaling and asked: what are u doing? it'll be easier to answer if u're on the com i guess. u could say 1) typing essay 2) doing work 3) surfing porn 4) shopping or sth like that. and vic sd journals leave evidence like if u suddenly died then ppl( actually just ur family, which is bad enough) will know all ur secrets. ya horrrrr, but heck. i like to physically pen things down la. but siince its so late and i dont like writing on my dining table, here i am. and i'd like to bitch about a couple of things ( ya la ya la i suppose to a contented girl screw that)

1) the stupid excel hw i did till 2 last night, guess what. he didnt even check. tamade!

2) the thing im sleeping on (rectangular springy 4 wheeled thing), i dont like to consider it a bed anymore the bloody wheels keep breaking to bits wtf la im nt even that heavy la (eh stop sniggering)

3) im tired of telling my mom who im going out with cos either my friends or i get judged and it really pisses me off both ways

4) its draining to have responsibility guilt and all those emotions weighing me down/holding me back ( yeah i know thats really selfish but im human too)

wish i could fast forward to 1 yr later.

oh i read somewhere that writing down things that happened that day which made u happy would make u feel happier. ha so here goes

1) i made some vinyl art thing today with sherm and it was damn cute.( u know those rubbery pics whose outlines u squeeze colours into, those that only toddlers do) ahah i chose this picture of a frog and rabbit with a flower between them. they also appeared in 2 other templates so i suspect they might be lovers. quite pleased with the way it turned out :)

2) watched the simpsons! damn freaking funny i loved it! and 200 pound beauty was v nice also. everyone should watchhh hah

3) tmr got no sch yay

im v schlippy alr goonight


Wednesday, August 01, 2007
i am quite satisfied with myself now cos i just finished my bc hw yay. its some simple excel thing la, but still, i knew nuts bout excel cos we didnt use it in jc AT ALL. Anyway i found a new favourite hobby just now. i was trying to close my drawer and it wouldnt close cos it was bursting with stuff so i decided to pack it abit. i found 3 empty envelopes (was adressed to me but stripped of its contents alr), 1 korean instant noodle wrapper (yeah i know, wth was i thinking), 1 subway menu and 1 empty kodak envelope and TONS of cards, letters and whatnots. some of which i forgot i ever received. they were screaming to be reopened and read again so i had to, and it was the single most fufilling and joy-inducing thing i've done today. so i spent like 45 mins reading old birthday/random/christmas cards and being happy. sure it wasnt all happy clappish but it still was nice. Think this hobby will last like max 1 wk before i run out of stuff to read. damn. waaaaa v hungry but gotta sleep alr morning session tmr :(