Friday, March 09, 2007
yes, i've fucked up big time. This must be the worst ever thing (academically) to ever happen to me. i'm done crying and beating myself up over it, but i still dont and never will think that i deserve what i got. i worked so hard and omg its making me feel sad all over again. arrghh... but im glad i didnt have to go thru this shit by myself cos it would have been much worse and would have taken much longer, sure i dont say it but i really appreciate any form of comfort be it a squeeze hug or just a pat on my back to tell me its alright. spending time out helps take things off my mind even if its just sitting arnd nt doing much, so thanks for ur time, those who bothered. haha.. im okay now. oh but please dont give me false hopes by telling me "aiya sure can get in one la etc" cos i'll just be damn disappointed(all over again) if i dont. yup, that's it for now, im moving on. (or at least im trying)