Saturday, December 30, 2006
The idea of togetherness, love, warmth, tenderness and mutual understanding fascinates you but you seem to be embarrassed by the thought of allowing this to appear openly. It would appear that you employ a cautious exploratory tactic in the pursuit of this objective, making sure that you are neither irrevocably committed nor found out.Now there are many things in life that you require as essential to your well-being but, try as you may, something always seems to be getting in your way. A word of advice - 'keep trying' and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out.All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.Your stress and anxiety are a result of an emotional disappointment. It could well be that the emotional relationship is no longer running smoothly and you have come to the end of your tether. On the one hand you would like to free yourself from this relationship altogether, yet on the other hand, you don't want to lose anything nor risk the uncertainty of throwing away something - something that's precious, something that could be the 'Real Thing'. Perhaps for the first time in your life you really don't know which way to go and it is these contradictory emotions that are causing you the untold stress. You are pretending to the world that you don't care but even this air of pretence is causing you much heartache.You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.



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funny, some parts are actually quite true.


Saturday, December 23, 2006
i think my parents took all the lights from bloody best denki and put em in my toilet. it was so farking bright all i could see was an endless white space when i turn the light on (well almost). so irritating la, so i decided to just do without the light. hah so gay kiang u must be thinking, but u are wrong! it was a completely earth shattering body cleansing hair lightening cookie baking etc experience. at first it was kinda creepy but u get over in in like 5 secs cos then eveything looks the same except in black and white, and proably know where everything is unless u bathe with ur eyes closed. so it was great! and if u decide to take a shit u wont even hafta see it cos the toilet bowl's so dark. see the perks? and u can save like 90cents every month by not on-ing the light for 14 hours (say u bathe twice a day 15 mins each time 3o days a mth) whoppee. soon all the home bathing toilets wont have lights installed anymore and it will be called the Roslyn effect. HAH.