Sunday, July 24, 2005
Rapture's over!!! OMG. AND IT WAS FRICKIN GOOD. (to me at least) haha... it all flew by so quickly... months of practice, nights when i had to eat dinner alone (cos everyone already finished eating by the time i got home), skin-ny feet and aching muscles. the concert seemed to make up for everything. even tho i was only in 2 items, the sense of satisfaction was overwhelming. =) and these 2 nights were damn ass fun! i enjoyed watching ppl in the same dressing room scrambling for this and that, doing each others hair, doing funny things. it was actually quite fun doing the freaky stage make up and messign with our hair... hahaa... but doing props was quite shit, damn stress. but we got it right tonight! and thats all that matters. =D but im also quite sad it ended so quickly. hah, conflicting feelings. but i think the euphoria outweighs (this word reminds me of shielding effect outweigh nuclear charge. ANYWAY.) the sadness. and im still smiling now. hahaha.. X)
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to lyly, kh, arjun, lb and vern: THANK YOU! LOVE YOU GUYS XD (purple rose so nice! /*emits high pitched squealing noise)

to those who couldnt go but wished me luck/ apologized: ITS OKAY, I STILL LOVE YOU ALL/

to those who didnt go cos they couldnt be bothered/ cos they hate me: HAH! YOU MISSED OUT, ASSHOLES. =)

and i was so pleasantly surprised by my class girls, they were SOOOO sweet. =) not onlyy did they come upstage to tell me it was a damn good show, they gave meand the rest cute little bouquets of baby roses!! ahhhh. =') lalaaaaaaaallalaaa.. HIGH..HIGH OFF THE GROUND/


Friday, July 15, 2005
im soproud of myself. i just sat in front of the comp for 3 hours doing pw. omg. pw is disgusting, i hate it. =( but still, i so proud of myself! yay...*claps im so tired i could jsut slipon the keyboaksfdksdffls'


Saturday, July 09, 2005
i feel like an overused tea bag ( and i dont even think im lipton, probly just some china/indo brand =/) repeatly being immersed in boiling water and removed, then left on the saucer to dry. and each time the tea gets blander. everday its just getting up inhumanely early, school, wondering what time can i be home, dreary lessons, fighting the sleep demon during letures, getting used to 2 new teachers(for maths and chem), wondering what time can i be home, going for dance practice, resist the urge of being a disgusting shit by peeling at my blisters, feeling scared i'd screw up my steps and cause everyone to repeat the same sequence 324324885439 times and wondering what time i can be home. at the end of the day, whats left are tasteless dregs that are eventually thrown away. im tired. and i got a c for chinese. (dang!)


Sunday, July 03, 2005
http://www.planetdan.net/pics/misc/tetka.html
i found this on kevin's blog. its quite freaky, like all her bones are smashed to bits. like a piece of rubber thing. u can fling her around can do back flips!